love, me, no

Say what's the business
why ya tryna keep it
Ya lil secrets
stackin up ya digits
I heard ya creepin
out-a-town on weekends
I heard ya creepin
on the low, The Beacon
They say you creepin
straight up wit the deacon
'I said it right the first time, straight up with the deacon
Why ya tryna lie
knowing it aint right
living a double life
while I die inside
So you wanna
float around town
So you wanna
play around
So you wanna
get dirty with the ground
So you wanna (echo)
So You Wanna
man who's down with a woman,
she's down with the man next to her
then down with the man next to him
Girl ya crazy
but you're so fine
your my baby
/Nope, not anymore/
Girl ya crazy
but your so fine
have my babies
/No, No. Not in this lifetime/
Should a listened to mama
cut a loose one loose after spring
Save the headache & the drama
save summer's wedding ring
Oh I, no I
got no worries now that I
cut ties, bye-bye
No you, No more stormy nights
Would you, Leave me alone, that's right
Could you, Lose that number, don't call
Should you, Need to see me, Google
If you, Want to love me No

ya can't hold ME! down

Share a minute of your world
witness, feel my pain
aint never had days
quite like this here
Snatchin hard at the fame
but this life aint fair
Stuggles on the daily
seem to block my wealth
Or could it be
me tripping
my own self
Got to keep yo self in check
who else gone do it the best
you are now rocking with the blessed, Yes
Triumph, Overcome King
lived it the best, cause his heart had a dream
as do I, she, & he
we'll succeed, work hard, believe
Back to the wall
as I pause-
Crushing you
or whatever, who
gets in the path of the Ginger Bread Man
Paper Chasin' & I'm quick
bet I catch it cause I can
Can't stop,
Quit?
Four-letter word at the top of the
don't say list
Don't do it
mo-T-I-vate
especially when you hear some haters hate
all the more reason to be great

S.I.L.L.Y.

When fallin in love
no other love compares to you
aint nobody close, you are my joy I'm feelin you
~As I'm gettin home
thank the Lord for me & you
in my mind,
always knew the 2 of us would make it thru
Then slowly I began to see appreciation leave,
loving was carried away, escaping suddenly
And so I'm
Moving on - relocate, a new venue
Soon to find
One who understands a man & lives in truth
Can't you see
Love don't live here anymore, neither do you
Bag Lady
Pack yo bags b/c the 2 of us are thru
Silly girl you were
a fool to think you could play me
 for the okie-doke
w/out a clue
Diamonds & pearls
the rings of June were coming soon
& patience is a virtue
(Silly us cause we
we're just too young to make it work
I knew this when we began
I love you still
nothing will ever change the fact
even though it's over
 I want you back)
(Silly me I thought
our love would stand the test of time
certainly I was wrong
Presently
we're drifting further apart
So let's settle thing
then let's be done)

You compliment Me

you compliment me
like green to grass nestled beneath
deeply runs the path to my heart
bow of Cupid did seek
not once before
no lovers like these
two freaks that creep &
on the down low don't speak
don't talk, just listen...
for you I am weak
yet strong betwixt sheets
we meet-n-greet
do all but sleep
so it seems like time flies by
as sunrise interrupts the night
abruptly, no
but subtle, gentle
pleasantly peer into those eyes
nibble nipples
tickle tween thighs
no surprise
when we ride
you compliment me
how's ice tea unsweet
bitter, missing something down deep
as me minus you
equals bitterness, too
for Adam without Eve indeed
is best defined as sucks,
basically
you see what I can't
finish my sentences as if
pre-written in manuscript
days prior alotting study time
on rewind in my mind I
pause...
thoughts linger on concerning us because
you compliment me
as leaves need trees
need leads me to you
wants, desires
thirsts quenched by who, only you
the better half of the two
hath handed her heart
gave freely, no fear
as I in return
hath obliged my dear
sweet valentine
as days turn nights
repeatedly over again
that's when we've been
close to road's dead end
you-turned, I then
changed direction simultaneously
maintained the beasts within
without blinking
thinking
whats best for us
converse, discuss a little to
much inside the dutch
lean till thine eyes recline behind fine lines,
the smoke cause occasional chokes
cloud nine has never been quite this devine &
for the fourth time
you compliment me
seems air to breeze
since breeze would not be
should air cease,
so-be-it with me
I am that breeze
who would be deceased
should you never breathe again
silent as night rolls over to light
no return in sight
yet return I might
in confidence
how it all began
you compliment me

Ever been Bored @ Work?

Scatter-brained
is the zone
cuz now i'm all alone
just me & my thoughts wandering aimlessly
-pause-
Another customer
the 2nd today
didn't take him long to make up his mind & pay
for a wack ass hat
Shiiiiiiiiit, what do i care
long as these fuckers continue to come thru the door & share
their money
spend a lil on the company
& keep it moving
don't get comfy
make way for the next hat junkie
or more importantly,
my script
Can't help it
writing is in the spirit
Links to any
author/poet
journalist of sorts
Whether subjects are drugs, love, or sports
criminal defendants fightin in court,
sun shiny days,
or alkies lushing Tangeray
prose of a president from dollars to sense,
mishandled funds screaming embezzlement
cries of the child
dying inside
as the mommy he needs,
keeps getting high
celebrations, birthdays,
wars & heroes
heroines & first dates
with not just a loser,
but a full fledged zero
beach festivals, hurricane relief
album release parties
on the block
up the street,
to the Brooklyn Kids of Cosby wit Rudy's 'sweet feet'
Remember when
you used to splash puddles at top speed
beg ya momma wit a
pretty, pretty please...
As if it would work
well sometimes it did
but never, never
ever, ever
if daddy was listening
But enough jibberish reminiscing
i'd rather be kissing
my lovely, lady friend
& by shift's end
i will
Fulfill that desire
what she does best, beyond the rest
stole this heart of mine
a couple times
past & present must confess
i'm blessed
So while awaiting that lil, 5 o'clock miracle...
I hope you dont even think about coming into this store,
messing up the sales-floor
just keep it moving right on by the door, while i ignore
I write

look to say

look into my eyes
i need you to come see about me
they both love the flesh you're wrapped in
so beautifully
gaze upon my love's horizon
glazing oh so sweet
when i blink i feel i lose potential memories,...then
i vision sexuality
tween you n me
chances are we'll always be a couple lovers
Cupid would be pleased...
it seems,
the 2 of us swim in Passion Stream
tender love and touching the depths beneath the sheets
you are my lady
its you that i adore
infinite the years
always
forevermore
lovely are the sunny days
the rainy ones have washed away
attraction lingers
what more can i say

Thursday

today
lets see
woke up
thanks God
always
went thru the routine
ordinary
okay
made some calls
errands were run
no fun
but gettin shit done is great
lunch was cool
then early afternoon flew
bye-bye another workday
Interesting
time to appear
evening, nighttime, MY time,
time to lounge
play
eat
dance
study
sleep
romp
rant
drink
splash
lick on a spoon
banana split it
enjoy her perfume
jump in amazement
cook up a steak
volunteer time
go on a date
write a bestseller
or for self
right the wrong of the past
find the road to the wealth
have fun tonight
sit in the room
walk on the ceiling
hum a lil tune
whatever choice
tis I to choose
alone with MY time
plus an invite for You

in the beginning...

So, it's Monday...You aint got no job, (n talkin like that, it's no wonder, lol). Your relationship status reflects the same, (which is probably a plus considering your job status).  You've filled out resumes, interviewed, deliberated with the parental units, updated your FB status, re-heated a late lunch, Now what?...Write.  Right now. 

Its just my thoughts, don't be scared. 
Why worry if I should spare a few seconds into a moment
we may remember in a month, next year, who cares...
I might,
maybe,
maybe if there's some significance to what I'm saying
or maybe the significance is, there isn't any
either way or neither
I'll SCREAM IT, lighter
go figure a mountain whisper in the mind of mice
a short giant stomping roaches or
a an elephant on a bike...
I just might definitely witness all the above
for if seen in thought, in some realm it is, Trust
I must go on,
and so I shant
Good day, good night
Whats so good about it, Its end?